The uncertainties of this moment are not what your mind thinks. The crumblings of this moment are not what your mind thinks. The pivots of this moment are not what your mind thinks. The delays of this moment are not what your mind thinks.
You are returning to who you are a little more with every change of event and ‘setback.’ You are remembering that you are a channel for divine relationships, experiences, creations, far more magical than you could ever come up with, to birth through you. You are rewiring the mind games that your human doesn’t actually know what’s best. You are coming home to what’s been orchestrated for you in the unseen realms since the day you took your first breath.
Dear reader,
Many of you might be feeling like you’ve been squeezed. The energy has been very intense. We have been stripped bare just when we thought we were about to receive it all. We have been asked to travel deeper into ourselves, to look even closer at the old wounds and shadow parts we wish weren’t there. We have been told to make changes that may have surprised you and left you wondering, Why me? Why now?
I am right there with you. My life has recently been bended in ways I didn’t foresee with a quite sudden uprooting from Bali (for now) to travel once more. Plans I had thought I would follow for the rest of this year have been rearranged.
And yet in the face of so many question marks, my guidance has been clear: Hold the end vision still. It doesn’t matter that the way there looks even more different than you had thought. This is a schooling in understanding you are not in charge of the how or when. You are not meant to know all the steps and details. You are not meant to figure out the way there. You are meant to trust that it’s happening even when your mind does not understand it at all.
When I received the message, you will go to the mountains in Vietnam. You will begin writing a book there, I am not proud to say that I had a bit of a temper tantrum.
I want to stay in Bali! Haven’t I already been listening to all your steps? Haven’t I already burned everything to the ground and rebuilt exactly as you told me? Why must I go into the unknown…yet again? I don’t want to! Enough. Enough. Can’t you hear me?! Enough. Enough.
Silence. Are you done yet? We have work to do. A voice that is calm, strong, firm answers back. It is the distinct voice that I have come to know as God.
It’s taken me a lot of healing of religious dogma and societal programming to lean into this voice, to open myself to hearing more of this wisdom, to listen, to move my feet according to the messages given.
The presence of God began as a feeling, an unexplainable knowing, then a voice that sounded like a whisper and often left me questioning if what I received was real at all. Overtime, as I’ve actively chosen to develop this connection more, I’ve received full, very clear dialogues and detailed visions. I’ve acted upon these visions again + again, and in this, I’ve come to deeply trust what is spoken and prompted.
Divine guidance has led me into far more beautiful experiences, kismet connections, inspiring creative pursuits, and abundance than I could ever come up with myself. It has returned me to a deep sense of peace, security, and confidence that I’m being held, supported, and provided for every single step of the way forwards, no matter what.
And I’ve learned that the divine guidance you’ll be invited to follow on the way into all of that magic will often seem completely illogical to your human mind and stretch you entirely outside of your comfort zone.
You will be asked to jump off of cliffs with no insurance of a landing. You will be asked to turn down perfectly reasonable solutions because there will be something better (though you won’t be given any indication of what that something better even is). You will be asked to let go of places, people, situations that once were home without clarifying where, who, what you’ll find your new homes in. You will be asked to reroute again + again + again at the very minute you think you’ve mastered the game.
I’m done, I respond. I am ready to get to work with you once more. I close my eyes and remind myself that I don’t need to understand why God is asking me to do something to do it. I remind myself of the pain and separation from my true self I feel when I refuse to listen and the immense joy I experience on the other side of saying yes to the higher plan. I tell myself, remember, getting out of the way to let Source take over is the game itself.
I board the plane to Vietnam.
I sit here now writing you from the mountains I had been shown that I would be writing you from. And I can confirm that more of that magic is indeed starting to reveal itself in encounters with strangers turned friends, saying the exact thing I need to hear at the exact moment I need to hear it; invitations to local parties where I am welcomed and seen fully — no agenda, no efforting, no judgements; clients arriving from word of mouth after long days trekking without so much as a touch to my computer; adventures into sprawling countrysides that have taken my breath away.
The vision I thought I was being moved into, well, it seems that the vision is much greater than I had originally thought. Funny that.
Sometimes, beyond our human comprehension, the uncomfortable turn of events are the exact thing we need to receive the magic that was meant for us all along. More magic is waiting for you…if only you release your need to control every damn detail of the unfolding and trust the lead of your divine guidance instead.
All my love…
Alex
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